It’s been a while
Last time I saw you was about a month ago. I wonder if you thought of me at all. I wonder if it saddens you that we hardly even talk anymore, because it sure hits me hard. Last time we got to have a heart-to-heart conversation was probably over 3 months ago, and I’m not sure you even wanted to talk.
So has our friendship dissapated into nothingness, just like that? Have the years we’ve spent together, the tears we shed together, the fun we’ve had all mean nothing? I don’t think I understand what’s going on.
Because when I needed you the most, you weren’t there, no one was. And now that everything’s calmed down, still no one’s here. The hell am I supposed to do?
I do worry about you, but I don’t think it’s quite appropriate for me to flat out tell you, eh? Haha I hope you’re doing better than I am.
it’s really nice to be talking to you again. I don’t think you understand how much you mean to me, in a totally platonic way, of course.
The encouraging manatee. I can’t say anything else.
Lonely, yet not
Today is Jan. 01, 2013
I spent New Years Eve alone in my house. I guess it was a good time, by myself, but I do get lonely sometimes. I do need to be with people every now and then. So strange. But this year will be different, I will make sure of it.